you're a stranger.
it feel so good when everything become so simple.
even if you din see me smile, but i am smiling deep down.
i am much happier than before, i really do.
because i have learn to see things from another angle.
though i might have lesser things than the past but i much more appreciative when things happen.
i felt that i have change more than i realise.
i've grown, i've learnt alot.
we all know that most humans are shallow.
they judge whatever they see on the surface.
many times, they are so wrong.
people ought to stop judging.
i'm glad i have came this far and how things are now.
people that love me, people that i love.
people that appreciate me, people that i appreciate.
one dont need much in life,
be happy with what you have.
even if its the simplest things on earth.
we dont judge people's maturity by their age but by experiences they have gone through.
very true isn't it?
just like outer apperance is just a coat that you use to cover yourself.
as time goes, it will tear off and change.
but, the inner self is still the same and matter more.
dont grumble and complain about why do this happen and stuff.
but, be glad that it happen and think of how to solve it instead.
take the chance and gain an experience.
like what i always say "go through the tough will make you tougher".
:)
sometimes, i really dont understand guys.
why do they still wanna keep texting others girls when they are attached?
i mean is okay to text but even text them when they are having overseas training, like duh?
"i've reach taiwan, i'm going for outfield, i've came back from outfield waiting for r&r."
like for what, i'm not even your girlfriend, go report to your girlfriend lah, lame.
yesterday was really really very good.
spend quality time with baby the whole day.
i couldn't stop smiling even when i goes to sleep.
baby promise me popoye this week, yay!
i miss youuuuuuuuuu <3
alright,
good night darlings!
nobody, nobody but you.
<3
look around, you'll be delight.
last friday had bbq at parc vista clubhouse.
half of the people went mia, cool shit.
please be responsible peeps.
anyway, its over so its okay.
i think i got very nice mentor.
:)
last saturday, xuelian and roy's 21st birthday at hortpark function room.
st james after the party with the group, 19 peeps.
first time clubbing with them and in such a big group, haha.
i think they opened 4 bottles and some of them was kinda gone.
left early, wasn't feeling very well.
lazy to blog.
BYE!
marketing, cool shit.
you know, i think i just threw near $3k into the deep sea.
:(
will update about bbq and xuelian and roy birthday soon.
next post!
goodnight darlings.
<3
thinking of you.
for the past two nights i have been crying to sleep.
but, yesterday i slept in peace.
slept from 10plus till this morning 9plus, lol.
like after few months, the first ever time i sleep so well.
i tell you the feeling is damn shuang, HAHA.
i am on a secret mission, hehehehee.
i have to drink more water, eat more vege and fruits.
most importantly is to sleep early, beauty sleep very important you know.
wish me luck wish me luck wish me luck, keep chanting.
p/s: only momma, baby and sweetheart knows about this mission and they are real supportive! <3
i had your love.
just watch finish the drama that momma and i have been chasing for the last few days.
idk why got so affected and emotional after watching it.
:(
when both keep quiet and dont say anything only leads to misunderstanding.
even cause two deeply in love couples to leave each other.
but, what's left behind excluding all the misunderstanding and love?
nothing? hurt? pain? scars?
i think one should speak up their mind and clear the doubts.
this should be the way.
nuff of all this emotional stuffs.
:)
baby, thank you for everything.
i appreciate whatever you have done, ily.
<3
live your life.
it was good friday yesterday and i spend my time rotting at home.
worse of all, flu bug visited me.
damn irritating, tsktsk.
nevermind nevermind, cause i had a great day with baby today.
everything was so great and nice, i loveeeeee!
afterall, going one big round is still worth it.
you're addictive baby.
so sushi tei for today, it feel so good.
sushi sushi sushi sushi, hungry.
you see this, golden roll.
my favourite, everytime go must order.
think of it, i am drooling already, lol.
baby love it too, he love mango and prawn like me.
okay, sweetheart hate sushi tei for goodness sake, lol.
i just remember this out of a sudden.
HAHA, so lame.
"she dates A, hang out with B, club with C and goes for wild date."omg, this is so interesting.
never did you thought that the world is so small yea.
:)
sometimes, i wonder how do people judge.
how can a human be so shallow?
do people really mean what they says?
the real side of people are always disappointing, instead very.nuff said,
i am gonna sleep and dream of my baby.
goodnight darlings.
Have anyone of you guys miss the BBQ we had at’07? No worries, here’s something to refresh you guys’ memory!
I know you guys didn’t! But if there’s anyone who really forgotten about it NO WORRIES cause IT’S BACK!
Presenting T03 / T04 Reunion Class BBQ ‘09!
BBQ, gossip and drink with style with the fun-filled personalities from T03 and T04! Re-encounter the good days within the last 3 years and bitch about the bad one(s) together!
Am I invited?
Invitations have been given out, via SMS of cause or the occasional MSN. So if you didn’t recieve one chances are you’re not cool enough to hang out with us.
Well there are people who did change their numbers so please let us know! US referring to Marvin/Jueying.
How to get an invite?
If you’re really desperate and wanna hang out with us, you can try to befriend all 30+ of us and hopefully we’ll bring you over. Or you can sponsor us 10kg of Kobe Beef and we’ll VIP u instantly. Maybe you can try to win Seika’s heart and she’ll bring u in too, who knows?
The possibilities are endless! Of cause damage to your own health is by own intentions and we pay no attention to it.
How to know if I’m a friend but I’m not invited T_T?
If you’re with us for Kushin-bo, or any past events you could try to ask for an invite.. Or have you help anyone of us sign in during IHP? That’s something we appreciate! Plus points for friday afternoons too!
You can also measure the pinch marks you have on your arms contributed by Lijie, our residential Pincher. The more injury you have the more likely you’re our missing friend!
The Theme?
Viva la Vista!
Just joking, normal wear will do. Of cause dressing up as Brad Pitt or Victoria Beckham is cool; except don’t cry when we force you to BBQ or throw u into the pool.
Venue!
Parc Vista at Chinese Gardens; actually location given only to invited guest to prevent crashing from un-wanted losers.
Warning!
Gatecrashers will get Pinch by Lijie, sit on by Wanting, Feet-assaulted by Kian Wee, BM by Seika and blogged by me.
Date/Time
17th April 5pm to late night! Optional duo events base on own planning. =)
Price:
TBC, but COME ON! You guys paid 70 bucks for Prom Night that has no alcohol, lousy food and suck dick company so I don’t see a reason why you guys ain’t coming cause of price!
P/S: post stole from marvin's blog.
but, anyway hope to see all of you coming for the party!
xoxo,
many many loves.
big girls dont cry.
baby is having his dinner now.
i have got nothing better to do so here i am blogging away.
okay, he suddenly msn me say he wanna eat frog porridge.
that silly of mine, make me feel like jumping onto him and bite his shoulder.
after so much, we are back like the past.
it took us one big round to realise this.
whatever it is, i am glad i have found you.
baby, thank you for everything.
in the last few months, there are lots of passerby in my life.
so much that i couldn't even remember some of their faces or names.
it is really amazing how one can get to know each other and understanding you and in close term and back to stranger again.
maybe this is just the cycle of life, rather disappointing though.
P.S: the greatest inspiration is to call myself jane after this few months.
BABY, why are you eating so long?
i wait till hair turning white already.
tsktsk.
you know, you cant speak of evil.
this is too true to be believe, lol.
but, simei say is because i am suay, HAHA.
:(
#no. 1
i was telling her that i very long din see yicheng online, he was like mia.
then that very night, he msn me ask me why i lock my blog.
#no. 2
while chatting, i mention gabriel din text me for some time.
cause that time he say he will be busy over his army stuff.
then again, that very night before i went to bed, he text me, LOL.
saying sorry that he was busy and going to taiwan for training next wed.
scary right, but why like so coincidence?
when i said they are missing they appear together straight after i say?
but, thats not the end!
#no. 3
she was asking me joeyee got contact me anot.
then i said after that time i rejected to club with him never already, been like few weeks or so?
then i ask her did he contact her and she said no.
i text her before i sleep about the previous two cases and told her becareful maybe joeyee will text her tomorrow, just to disturb her.
the next day, joeyee texted me out of a sudden, lol.
i everyday say wanna strike lottery but never.
好的不灵，坏的灵。
:(
anyway, things might be tough for me now.
i am still standing strong, i will be able to cope with it.
because i believe i can and i will do it well.
done with this random shitty post.
guess no one is interested in reading either.
goodnight loves! 
i see the sun, i see the clouds, i see you.
chill out at the airport with simei.
it was a really nice catching up.
dumb us actually overshot the stop and realise after a long time.
i find it funny though this isn't the first time happening to me.
i realise the drastic change in us, we became more family oriented.
last time we always ask each other "reach home before 4/5am? or after breakfast then go home?"
whereas now "reach home before 10pm?"
SEE! big difference at the timing we are going home.
i think we are retired clubbers already, HAHA.
we chat about so much today.
the past till the presence and maybe the future.
in this past three to four short months alot of things happen to us.
so much that it seem like a year long though is just a short timing.
we have went through alot, seen alot, played alot, bitch alot during that few months.
we gave each other a hug before we both leave for home.
gonna see you soon bitch, most probably next week yea.
alright,
goodnight darlings <3
love is in the air.
my door bell rang when i was in my most ugliest situation.
messy hair, oily face, pin up fringe, nerdy spect and bra-less, lol.
sweetheart and my jurong sisters surprise me!
they brought me brownie and cookies which they have just made.
awww, so sweet can.
*insert loves in my eyes ♥__♥
this definately make my day darlings!
thank you so much for your effort.
xoxo,
much loves <3
you'll be part of me.
i am part of you indefinately
i was telling sweetheart that i am starting to think pink is nice.
she told me this "you are finally like a girl!"
and she thought she heard wrongly at first, lol.
okay, this is like so . . . .
i know i very man, HAHA.
i saw this very damn pretty ear piece online!
bling bling, me loveeeeeee.
chio right!
bling bling <3
p/s: the bbq will be on 17 april, friday instead.
nuff said,
bye people.
:)
