hello my dearest sweetheart,

when i saw your email this morning,
i started frowning and i dont feel good about it.
but, towards the last part, i smiled.

i know, life have never been easy over there.
so much for you to adapt and learn.
things din went smooth like you thought.
humans are too complicated for you to understand.
i know it have been hard on you.
:(

i can feel it, totally feeling the heart of yours.
remember, our heart are always link together.
you told me this "when you feel like crying, i feel like too."
i dont know why, but we can really feel each other emotion well,
just by a simple sentence, we can feel it.

though we are so far apart,
i dont feel the distance at all.
our daily chats and talk.
bring us close together as usual.

we share our thoughts,
our lil secrets,
our mind and thinkings.
practically everything that we thought of.

i can really feel your support,
saying things to make me feel better.

i miss eating ajisen with you.
i miss eating fish soup at wisma with you.
i miss shopping with you.
i miss you poking me.

so much of misses,
i guess you can feel it too.

tonight,
i got so much so much to tell you, to share with you.

i wish you were right beside me now.
poking me and disturbing me.

lai lijie,
i am gonna kick you back from china!
:)


我今晚真的好想有个人依靠。
我好像说我很想你，真的好想好想。
我却说不出口，因为我感受不到你对我一丝的想恋。

*edited.


HELLO,

yvonne din come to class today.
so, i am sitting alone in class now.
damn sad can.
:(

i have got photos to upload.
but, i haven send it to my laptop.
kinda lazy, maybe some other day.

things have been happening.
but, all i can say is dont ask me anymore things.
sometime, it isnt that i dont want to say but i dont know how to.
and dont anyhow assume things.

because, i believe only we know it the best.

idk what you are thinking,
you really mean well or just making me soft hearted.
all i know is, i dont want it to be like last time.

i am happy with the current.
not too much, not too less.
:)

i cant wait for weekend.
friday, saturday and sunday!
woots.
I LIKE YOOOO.

esther just send me the photos.
i dont have to upload.
heheheheee.

we did fish spa at qianhu on monday.
the feeling is like vibration, really la.
i told them is like putting your handphone on your leg.
hahahaha.






bye bye loves!

my emotions was like roller coaster last night.
one litre of tears.

HI people,

i have chop off more than half of my hair!
heheheheee.



and i am going for fish spa and prawning later on.
enjoy your public holiday.

much love.
<3

1.Do you have secrets?
of course, everyone has it.

2.Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
what do you think? :)

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
not now anymore though i used to love school so much.

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
to make myself look younger and shorter.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
my best friend is lai lijie. so is it possible when she wanna be nun? lol.

6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone, of course.

7.List five favourite movies.
idk, dont ask me.

8.If the person you secretly liked is attached, what would you do?
do nothing and wish them all the best.

9.Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
yes, there is. sheesh.

10.Do you have any regrets?
just move on.

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
housewife, LOL.

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
its for me to know, for you to find out.

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
no one, i just feel like doing this. HAHA.

14.Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Married and poor.

15.What is your favourite colour?
white and lime green.

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
maybe, maybe?

17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that loves me.

18.What are the top five countries on your "to-go" list?
hk, japan, korea, taiwan and idk.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
hmmm. :)

you make my heart skip a beat.
:)

I THINK, I THINK . . . . . .
:)

OMG.

i super feel like cutting my hair.
i think it sucks now.
BUT, i dont dare.

I AM SO TIMID.
:(

the neoprint that we took couple of weeks ago.
heheheheee.









and clever esther came out with a dare.
kinda solve our problem.
HAHA.

change is the only constant.
that's why i am moving.

school is starting tomorrow.
its gonna be a long day.
but, i hope its gonna be a good one too.

i have learnt to be positive.
about anything and everything.
i am happy with it now.

nothing too much, nothing too less.
just nice for me to adapt.

i realise distance isn't a problem at all.
singapore and shanghai is like far.
but, yet sweetheart and my heart are always together.
i love the emails we always send to each other.
it mean tonnes of love.
p/s: i sound so les but i am not okayyyy.
:)

keeping things aside, everything seem so fine.
and i really really hope so.
i have got a weak heart yo.
i wish for world peace jueying's life peace.

i love ikea.
the feeling there is always great!
:)

i am going off to my falala land soon.
GOOD NIGHT DARLINGS.
i love youuuuuuuu all.

do you know that?
=]

and when i think of my conversation with ziqi i kept laughing.

me: eh help me buy lan waterbank.
i want buy cos water also lan one.
ziqi: cheap or ex one?
me: idk la, i free then go see.
ziqi: why you dont know?
me: i dont work for laneige i work for lancome la.
ziqi: LOL.

i was saying laneige and she thought i was mentioning lancome.
then we realise why so many brand start with lan.
lancome, laneige, lancaster and blah.
funny shit.

today, the whole day i have been smiling.
it is a good day!
heheheee, i hope tomorrow is gonna be good day too.

i am eating thai express tomorrow!
cannot wait!
pineapple rice and tom yum soup.
drooooooling yo.

oh ya, i was wondering about some things.
sheesh.

HELLO,

i am sleeping soon.
GOOD NIGHT.
<3

HELLO LEE WEIXUAN.

ok, i just saw your email.
i din laugh, i cried instead.
till the last part, your super BIG GIVE then i started laughing.


and i really appreciate it.
=]

HI EVERYBODY!
=]

school is starting tomorrow.
and i dont like it.
because no one is in the same class as me.
]=

actually, i love holidays.
i think i will miss working at lancome so much.
its like my daily routine to report to work so often over there.
though i am still working part time for them when school start.
the people there are really so nice.

today i just feel like blogging.
the blogging kinda mood.
typing out some random and funny stuff.
so just let me be and let me type happily.

by the way, my legs are really freaking uber tired.
i want a massage like now can.
heheheheee.

ok, that night i was so affected by ahem stuff.
however, the next day when i woke up and thought about it,
i laughed at myself.
which idk why do i get so affected over it the night before.

wx said i am stupid that day.
okay, he actually mean insensitive.
ya i think i really need to use my brain sometime.
if not, it is just storing water inside.
oh well.

i feel like drinking mocha frap now.
b&j cookies and cream ice cream too.
thai express tom yum soup and pineapple rice.
tamago sushi.

whatever.

i really dont feel like going school tomorrow.
i dont even know who to eat with during lunch.
new classmate? nah.
]=

i dont even know what i feel or think isn't it right or wrong?
sometime i think i am right but sometime nope.

enough.

GOOD NIGHT sweeties!

tomorrow will be a good day!
=]

like what sweetheart says(btw, i miss you so much!);
take a deep breath and breathe out.
continue to smile on.

i'm going to try for the one last time.
i promise.

i have been saying and listening so much these two days.
and i think i get the idea of what i really want.
yes, i should just stick to it.

it's time for me to do so.
get your heart right and do it right.
=]