it just turn out the bad way.
which it isn't good.
but, aren't we suppose to face the fact too?
oh well.

*just hope it isnt affect our friendship yea?

God momma just came back from china.
I don't like china and cheena.
BUT, after looking at the pictures.
It changes my mind!
The scenery is soooo beautiful.
And it is actually snowing at this month.



















STUNNING views isn't it?
It made me wanna travel so badly.
Auntie is going hong kong next month with her family.
I feel like shouting this now, ENVY luhhhh.
Though I just went hong kong this april but the feeling of wanting to go back is soooo strong!
)):


WU ZUN!
I want him lahhhhh.
简直是帅呆了！

Saw Esther that day at canteen three.
Oh yea, I owe her alibaby alibabies!
AHHHHHA.

And I saw Szemin today at jurong point.
((:

But, where is Simei?
I haven't seen her for a long time!
LOL.

I need ettusias concealer.
I need makeup store cleansing water/makeup remover.
I want my hair colour to be dark.
I want super longggggg hair.
I want super thickkkkk hair.
)):

*The three reasons why am I smiling now.
It's momma fever! MOMMA,
I LOVE YOU.

For the past few days, I have been thinking about this question.
Which I thought it was already too late.
We shouldn't be entering a course that we doesn't like.
Even though the fact is we just wanna get a poly cert.
What's the point of studying something you don't like for three long years?

First day of work yesterday.
I was nervous and scare, really.
I am so afraid that I couldn't make any friends and I cannot handle the job well.
I don't like the fact that people always assume.
Friends and even my family will say it shouldn't be a problem for you.
You are out-going and you can make friends easily.
But, it doesn't mean they like me isn't it?

I felt sort of depressed at work yesterday.
Somethings seem so easy but am I handling them in a perfect way?
There are so many caucasian over there and I feel that my english sucks way too much.
Secondary school standard, maybe even primary school instead.
Seriously, the tasks aren't difficult or should I say it as simple?
However, even such simple tasks I aint doing it well.

My back hurts and I hate that back problem of mine.
This is not one of my favourite option for a job career.
You wouldn't want it to be too.
I feel like giving up but I am not going too.
Because, with this job I can manage to save and give momma money every month.
This is gonna be my short term goal at the moment.
((:

Maybe, no one can understand what am I thinking too.

你们是否有发现今天的天空是多么的耀眼?
白白的云朵，蓝蓝的天空，翠绿的树木。
这看是简单的主和却是那么的动人美丽。
听着自己喜欢的歌，看着一望无际的天空。
让我觉得好舒服罕有那幸福的感觉。
我希望巴士可以一直走下去因为我真的好喜欢这种感觉。

我忍不住的拿出手机拍下这一幕。













人往往乎烈了我们身旁的一些小事务。
但其实，简单就是美。
((:

PART ONE.

Not gonna talk about yesterday.
Short and sweet is all I could say.
Quality time.
Afterall, is the heart that matters more yea.
<33

Went to this pet shop at thomson road.
The dogs there are all damn cute alright!
I was taking photos and I was told "no pictures allow!"
)):


I cant stop staring at this jack russell.
It is damn cute because it is superb small!

This maltese look cute too!
I WANT~!!!

And I saw two EMO toy poodle.
Really cute too can.
That white pomeranian is cuteeeeee!
Awww.
I LOVE DOGS.
((:

I slept till 630am today and got a shock when I woke up.
I thought I am gonna be late for class.
Quickly bath and went out.
Went I reached jp, 154 left without me!
Train-ed to school and ended up super early.
=.=

Event management seem sort of fun?
LOL.
Class ended around 930am.
Had some snacks at canteen one and bus-ed to meiji choco factory.


My SINS, look at all the choco and biscuits in my bags!

Back to my office to collect my timesheet.
And I heard people complaining that the office is now so quiet without us.
The new comers are all so quiet.
LOL.

And I finally saw that "ring ring ring" boss.
He is sooooo handsome lehhh.
Seldom you will see me saying guys handsome.
But, he really is ok. (*I sound so hua chi.)
LOL.

Remember that "ba zhang" I mentioned before?
It is always 24/7 sold out one, you gotta book in advance even if it is one or two.
When its dumpling festival worse, gotta book 3 months in advance!
And I managed to grab three of them today.
Three of them cost $6.50, which cost much more expensive then others.
Packed that lor mee home to share with my brother too.

So, happily I went to take train home with my ba zhang and lor mee.
But, when i just tapped my card and go down the escalator I realise something.
I haven't go agency to hand in my timesheet!
Therefore, I gotta go out again just to hand in my timesheet.
My 66 cents gone due to tapping in and tapping out from the same station.
I guess I am overly excited by my ba zhang and lor mee already.
FOODS leh, tell me who can resist?
YUMMM!!!

I asked my friends did I put on weight anot.
This is the answers I gotten from them.

Marvin: Yes, a little.
Jason: Got meh? Like more and more thin lor.
Sweetheart and Twinnie: No eh, still like same leh.
Junjie: Are you telling me a JOKE or what?! You where got fat lor!

I really thought I did grow fatter alright.
After eating soooo much during the holidays.
Especially in the office, eat, sit and sleep.
Like indigestion kinda feeling then all fats like store inside my body.
So, should be got fatter one mahhh, right?
Is kinda unfair, people are all growing except me!
Imagine since secondary three till now nothing changes.
Standing at 165cm and weigh 45kg, even now too.

I know I have been saying that I wanna dye my hair.
But, no action taken right.
Because my mind keep changing luhhh, GIRLS.
Black, brownish black or dark brown?
Some comments please.
I will get it dye by end of the year hopefully, if my mind doesn't change again.
=.=

P/S: Anyone have fish leong version of "way back into love"?
If yes, send me yea.
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Just an act of disturbance!
Bleahz.
((:

june 2003, my heart sank because of him.
i was going through the hardest time.
everything started to change.
maybe even my character.
from happy-go-lucky to that worried about everything girl.

however, the only fact that did not change was you.
you stand by me, always trying to cheer me up.
from friends to lover.

we started off like any couple.
the image of how shy are you when you see me is still vivid in my mind.
"me walking up the stair, while you are sitting at the bench along the corridor, remember?"
thinking back, it all seem like it just happen yesterday.

the first time when i realise how much i love you,
was the time when you were admitted to the hospital.
listening to the voicemail hospital left.
made me feel so helpless and i started weeping in the middle of the night.
seeing you lying on the hospital bed,
my heart aches.

like every other couples.
we do quarrel, fight and have conflicts.
but, they never last more than a day.
you are always the one that gave in.
i really appreciate that effort of yours.

we have gone through everything.
happiness and sorrows.
smiles and tears.
it wasn't easy, still we hang through it.

your efforts are too obvious to be seen.
your hardship is being paid off.
i am trying my best too.
together, we will overcome all the obstacles.

i am just a plain looking girl.
i am not someone you can be proud of.
but you still gave me the best you can.
thanks for bearing with my willful attitude.
thanks for being so forgiving.
i know even a zillion of thanks is not enough for what you have done.
but, at least i really mean what i said.

your love doesn't make the world go round.
your love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Where ever there is you, there is great love and there are always miracles.

Tomorrow is the day,

is the fourth year and still counting on.

HAPPY FOURTH YEAR ANNIVERSARY.

I am soooooo unlucky can!
I missed my menses for one week already and it came on sunday!
What the heck.
Cramps attack me and I felt like vommiting so badly as if I am pregnant.
It just felt so bad and I pop two pills into my mouth and went out.

*ESCAPE.

The first station we went was the haunted house.
It was so damn funny alright.
Someone kept on pulling my bag and said "Jueying, don't walk so fast, I am scare!"
AHAHAHAHA.
That person isn't my sweetheart ok.
HEH.

Then followed by that 'UFO' alike game.
Was really funny too.
That someone actually felt so scare and said I don't wanna play already.
LOL.

Next, is my turn to be timid.
I don't know why, but I just don't dare to drive go cart luh.
Because I feel that I will keep going towards the wrong direction and goes banging onto wall.
Which I most likely would.
Maybe only alibaba gets what I mean.
AHHHHHA.

We played merry go round and roller coaster too.
But, the roller coaster is like very small.
I miss the one at ocean park.
That 'lift thing' too, goes up to 20 storey and drop down sort of scary but fun!
Going escape made me miss ocean park so badly.
)):

And for goodness sake, during half of the game I felt unwell again.
Cramps and felt like vomitting again.
Such a TORTURE!
I don't wanna be a girl.
I wanna be a MANNN!

*pictures time.

*Airport.

*Breeks.


mine; breeks chef salad.

sweetheart; tomato spag

marvin; rib eye steak

jason; salmon steak

*MARINA BAY STEAMBOAT.