I am very sorry people.
But, I cant take it anymore!
So, please let me say out.
Thank you.

我是这个世界上最幸福的女人！

Seriously, I feel so bliss having you by my side.
5 letters, HAPPY.
I am smiling away.
LOVE.

Long term relationships are cool.
Simei and James.
Esther and Ian.
Me and boyfriend.
We are so far so fine with our long term relatioship.
Still counting the years ahead.

I think there are 2 very basics things in a relationship.
Love and understanding of each other.
At least with that you can comunicate well.
Work things out together.

It takes quite awhile for one girl and one guy to handle a relationship well.
Not just hours, days, weeks or months.
Is every single seconds when the earth is moving, when the both of you are together.
Sometime, it take years to let you fully understand the other party.


爱不一定要拥有，
但当你有了爱，
要好好的爱，
去珍惜这份爱！

Lastly,

Being faithful to your the other half will also make your relationship last longer too.
一定要有订立！
And the last thing, I don't wanna say it here.
Is for me to know and for you to find out.



3 years 8 months and still counting . . .



CHEERIOS TO OUR LOVIES!

Nice day with nice people around.
I am loving it.

The 6 of us cabbed to bukit timah plaza for pizza hut.
2 large stuff crust pizza.
2 medium pizza.
8 drinks.
8 soups.
And the foods are killing us!
Omfg.

There is an ambulance and police car coming to IT block today.
Was pretty curious what happened.
Yicheng, you are bad!
He kept on saying that person die already. (*But I know he is just kidding la.)
HAHAHA.
And after 10 or 15 minutes, the casualty came down.
We were pretty shocked, cause is his class mentor.
Hope she is fine now.



Life is short, cherish it.


Our baby is coming in 2 weeks time.
And I wanna name it 小福.
Which means bliss.

@#$%^&*$%^&*^$%*(&^!!!
HEH.


Date with boyfriend.
Bugis again, I kept going there.
LOL.

Walked around and get my god father's birthday present.
And finally, I got my concealer too.
Was deciding over Clinique and Ettusais. (*Around the same price.)
In the end, I bought Ettusais at 35 bucks.
Though it is only MEDIUM coverage but still hope it is good.
PRAY and wish me luck for not wasting money again.

Went to the arcade and we tried a couple of times but still cannot get this!
EYERRR.
I want this cute sotong!



And there is this cute ah ma and ah gong.
Playing with the sweet jackpot thing.
We stood there for one hour watching them play all the way.
After spending 60bucks and an hour, they won.
JACKPOT!
I was like freaking happy la, down there yes yes they finally won already.
Sometime, I am just like a small kid and I don't deny that.
HAHAHA.



Nice sky, trees, leaves and flowers.
Nature is the best beauty.








My tagbox is like so quiet.
The counter is jumping but not the tagbox.
HMMM.

Alright,

GOOD NIGHT READERS!

19.06.2007, TUESDAY.

Sweetheart is buying so many stuffs.
Whenever she goes shopping with me, she will spend so much.
Poor thing, my fault?
LOL.

Before we went shopping, the both of us went to withdraw money.
But, after not long we use up our money.
HAHAHA.
You know la, bugis area mostly accept only cash not nets.
Practically, we were like "Eh, wait. You sure you wanna buy? They got NETS anot? If not how to pay."

We spotted this bag and she like it.
So, we went to ask that guy "Hmmm, do you all accept NETS ar?"
He was like laughing and say cash only.
Went all the way to atm and withdraw money and buy that bag.
COOL.

Anyway, we had katong laksa.
SUPERB.
But, not long later, she tell me she is hungry.
WTH!
Is like we have just finish eaten not long ago and she is feeling hungry.
HAHAHA.

We were so lack of cash you know.
The both of us were like standing outside ajisen ramen counting the amount of cash we have.
Making sure we got enough to pay for the bill. (*I know, I seem so funny and dumb.)
By the way, we only ordered a bowl to share and that is enough to kill me after my laksa.
The waiter is kinda staring at us in a weird manner when we only order one bowl of ramen.
(*The feeling of sharing a bowl of ramen with a nice friend is superb nice.
The way both of you 'fighting' who should eat what and stuffs.
This is sweet alright.)


*Guess which is the two of us?


20.06.2007, WEDNESDAY.

HMMM.
Sorry luh, let me 'zi lian' awhile la.
HAHAHA.
My hair yesterday was pretty good cause the parting was not really messy.
VAIN.




Train-ed to vivo.
Had our lunch at TERRA.
The bill part, the both us of were so sucks la. (*drinks.)
HAHAHA.

We have got so much to talk la.
CRAPS + RUBBISH.
Sometime, secondary school friend is still the best.
GRINS.


*The cute short that we try out.

If Esther is with us, comfirm the 3 of us will complain like crazy.
Simei + Esther + Jueying = Same pattern.
People always can understand why fat people don't look nice in certain clothes.
But, people always assume that thin people will look nice in all clothes.
That's not the case alright.
Thin people also have limited clothes to wear because they don't look nice in them.


*FOR EXAMPLE.


A very common kinda top.
It is so nice and sweet right.
When thin people like us wear,
we look like pregnant woman.

I was saying:
"有些人 wear this kinda top very nice."
"有些人 put eye and lip makeup very pretty already."
"有些人 no need take care of their skin very nice also."
"有些人 not pretty but skin pretty then make them look pretty."

Then, I said this sentence:
But, why I am always not that 有些人 one lor.
Always, the '不幸' that group of people.
That have bad complexion, look and figure.
WTH!
Whatever it is, life still goes on la.
Cause the world is never fair what.
LOL.


* The 不是'有些人'的那两个人.
Simei complain to james that the 2 of us very alike.
Got mother got daughter!
HEH.



So, that the conclusion we drew for the day.
Nice day out yea.
If nothing goes wrong, cinderella family outing next saturday.
AWAITING.





Lastly,





* A emo picture of mine!




BYE BYE READERS!

在十六比九的世界里，有千万种可能。


在偶然的情况下，
奇迹真的出现了。
但我们一点都没察觉。
或许我们应该回头看看，
奇迹在我们生命中出现了几次。


不过，我却很幸运的找到了他。

我的奇迹大叔。

真的很谢谢你！


*BISH.
I am watching too much drama again.
HAHAHA.

Anyway, I am a happy girl!
Sweetie is dating me shopping tomorrow.
Xiao nu er maybe on wednesday for shopping too.
SHOPPING.
Never buy also never mind, aim first. (*Kinda broke la.)
HEH HEH.

Oh ya, the sentosa trip is cancelled due to some reason.
亲爱的XX朋友，吉安顺便。
HUGS.



好了啦，



晚安了大家！

或许对你而言，我是那么的任性，无理取闹。

但我只不过想你了解我的感受。

我希望你的眼里只有我，唯一的我。

我们的感情越深，越依赖彼此，

我就越想活在我们两个人的世界。

只有我们两个人， 什么也没有也没关系。

因为只有你可以牵动我的心。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG JING RU!
Both my loves, lol.


Went out for dinner with family and boyfriend.
It's my daddy's birthday.
Ahhhha.

Mummy was funny when we were in the car.
The restaurant we are going is at east coast park.
RED HOUSE SEAFOOD RESTAURANT.
In chinese is call '小红楼".
It sounds like those place where they got '清楼女子'.
So, she said later each of you can call what 'hua hua' or 'mei mei' to eat with you all.
Then, I was like call 3 enough lor.
Only three guys and we don't need it.
HAHAHA.

Anyway, the food there is like normal.
EXCEPT for the chilli crab.
My FAVOURITE!
*Drooling.



*This is freaking nice alright.
OMG.
SLURP.
But, this 2 crab cost 72 bucks.
LOL.


Went Parkway parade after dinner.
Nothing much, walk around.
Saw this "cake", very cute.
Actually is made of towel.


*Cute hur!

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

OH HO HO HO HO!


Finally after 3 days of the "security guard" job, it ended!
MUAHAHA.

Okay,went out with boyfriend.
Off we went, Tampanies mall.
You must be thinking go there for what?
There also nothing much.
HAHAHA.

Let me tell you, I am there for a motive!
HEH HEH.
Remember the green wallet that is featured in the magazine which I am craving for?
YES YES, I GOT IT!
Was deciding over green or red.
Last decision was red, bright red.
Somehow, the green wasn't really like what is shown in the magazine.
Maybe in a much lighter tone instead.
I am happy with that new wallet now!
GRINS.
Thanks baby, LOVE.

Proceeded to IKEA, took the shuttle bus.
I seriously love IKEA.
All the stuffs there are like oh-so-nice!
Everytime I am there, I got this urge to furnish my room again.
I choose my own furnitures, decorations and stuffs like this.
And yea, blah blah and blah.

I kept telling boyfriend that I wanna eat the meatball.
Though I have been to IKEA several times but I have yet tried them before.
Yes, noob.
I went on nagging and nagging.
So, he bought me to eat.
We bought a combo set(*10 meatballs with potatoes, 1 coffee, 1 soup) and two wings.
The soup is kinda too milky and make me feel like vomitting.
Is cream of asparagus or something.
Anyway, it was me saying wanting to eat meatballs yea.
But, I only ate half of it.
I mean half of a meatball.
LOL.
And made boyfriend ate nine and a half of them!
The wings are nice, I suppose.
HAHAHA.

I have been eating so little yesterday.
I can understand why I lost a kg again.
*BIG BIG SIGH.





不知道从什么时候开始，我好喜欢对着天空发呆。

青色的绿叶，蓝蓝的天空，衬托出那简单的大自然。

真的很美，让人有种莫名其妙的幸福。

Love alone will never be enough to make one fulfill their ultimate promise.

Without will power, one will only get halfway there or a quarter of the way there.

It is by its promise of a sense of power that evil often attracts the weak.

HAPPY with the security guard job.
So sick of staying at home, BORED-TO-DEATH.


The maid is like 24/7 sweeping the floor la.
I think she loves to sweep the floor.
HAHAHA.

I kept thinking about what Lijie said yesterday.
She is funny alright.
*LAUGHS!


Lijie: Sweetie
Me: Huh? What?
Lijie: Go eat 'bao ji yuan'. I know it is bitter/kuku.
Me: But I is feel like vomitting leh.
Lijie: I last time like that also eat that.
Me: Icic.
Lijie: IT WORKS!


Seriously, I don't know 'bao ji yuan' can cure vomitting.
I thought it is for stomach.
Anyway, I kept telling people that I got baby already.
Cause I keep on feel like vomitting for don't know whatever reason.
LOL.

不做你的公主，要做你的快乐。

能和你牵手，我是幸福的。

I WANNA GO!
I DUN WANNA MISS OUT THE FUN.
BUT, I FEEL LIKE PUKING.
NOTHING IS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH.
SUCH PLACES WILL MAKE ME FEEL LIKE PUKING MORE.
I DON'T LIKE SMOKE.
EYYYYERRRR.
I WANNA ENJOY THE FUN WITH THEM LA.
SHALL SEE HOW FIRST.

Though the weather is killing,
the sky is still beautiful.

From the dishes mummy cook yesterday, I knew she wasn't her usual.
It was all so salty.

She is worried, gonna have blood test today.
Two more years to go, the 'danger' period.
Pray that the blood test gonna be fine.

The weather is getting worser each day.
And is killing me already, save me!
MUAHAHA.
Saturday, tummy isn't feeling well and I feel like vomitting.
Sunday, headache and feel like vomitting again.



Drink more water!







LEARN TO LIVE,
NOT LIVE TO LEARN.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJIE!


Accompany Lijie to cut her hair at HEATWAVE marina square.
Requested for the salon director but was not around.
So, got the creative director to do her hair.
And she got a new hair style.


She was so afraid that it will not turn out nice and how will her family react and stuffs.
But, when she reached home.
They all said it looks great!
She must be very happy hur, my sweetie.
HAHAHA.


After she cut her hair and left the place, I kept saying that I wanna cut my hair.
It is like ages since I last cut my hair, CHIRSTMAS was my last haircut.
But, my fringe is like pretty short now.
If I gonna cut my hair, it will be shorter.
I don't want.
Gonna wait for my hair to grow longer.

Anyway, the both of us was rather amazed by his cutting skills.
Lijie was complaining why the creative director keep on talk to me and neglect her.
She felt as if she was invisible.
HAHAHA.
Must be you too pretty he shy la.
By the way, the creative director is NOT handsome at all alright.
ROFL.


Curious to see her new look?

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TADA!




*Cute hur!



*Us.



*One busy taking pics, one busy 'vain-ing'.



*I love my this half of my face better.




After each obstacles,
we are more determined,
to walk down the road together.



I seriously desperately want a better complexion!
Really envy girls that have snow white alike and very smooth skin.
Hate my complexion so much.
Irritates me whenever I see myself in the mirror.
Effing ugly face of mine.
RAH.




Done with my post,





GOOD NIGHT EARTHLINGS!

PHOTOS!









If you ask me after my OOAD paper can pass?
I will tell you this.
YES, can die ar!
HAHAHA.
Cannot copy at all okay.
Junjie and me sat beside Sebastian, the pro.
He showed us his paper but we cant see.
Only can see how many boxes he drew.
So, in the end I anyhow drew.
LOL.

I cant stop laughing when I am with my groups of friends.
My usual gang in school I mean.
Laughing like hell man.
AHAHAHAHA.



MUMMY I LOVE YOU!
Boyfriend, I love you too!



This is cute! (*Click for clearer view.)







Run away,




GOOD NIGHT HUMAN BEINGS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNJIE!
THE S_ _ _ _ . (*Only Jiaxin and Junjie knows himself!)


Alright, went to jurong point this morning to buy birthday cake.
Buy him the cake that jiaxin and me love!
Chocolate cake.
MUAHAHA.




Belgium Chocolate Divine. (*Freaking nice! SLURP.)




Junjie birthday today, Lijie's friday.

Them cutting cake.



Me and Jiaxin.



Me and Lijie.

Me, Lijie and Jiaxin.

Junjie and me.

Me and Sebastian.

Anyway, Mr Choo came down and he treated the whole class drinks.
WHATEVER and ANYTHING.
LOL.
I guess the company is earning big money hur.
HAHAHA.

Next year must buy Jiaxin a BIG cake.
If not she complain.
She get what I mean la hur.
LMAO.
But, you know I love you luh.
GRINS.

Some of the photos are still with marvin, group pictures.
Will upload when I get it.
AHHA.

My fringe sucks like hell man.
Looks effing ugly.
PLEASE GROW LONGER, LONG LONG.
HEHEHE.


Oh ya, I just bought my new bottle of cleanser.
Old one have been finish up like at least 2 weeks.
GOSH.
And it cost me 57 bucks!
At this very moment, I wish I am a rich kid!
LOL.
I yearn for a better complexion. (*Sadddd.)

Saw Christine at the bus stop today.
My secondary three best friend.
HAHAHA.
We used to call each other BITCH alright.
Not by name but by that word.
LOL.
Starting to miss those days too.
*DREAM, DREAM, DREAM.




Enough,




GOOD NIGHT BABIES!

SINGNET SUCKS BIG TIME!
FCUK.


The world is never fair.
But, why do things that will hurt yourself more in the end?


This sentence makes sense isn't it?

Gonna be the security guard for 3 days during my two weeks break.
Is like what the hack right.
Oh well, too bad.
Uncle family and grandma is going to genting and no one is around to look after the maid.
She gotta come over my house to stay.
You guys might say, just leave her at home la.
But, hold on, leave your comment after listening to my stories.
I swear is gonna make you laugh!
HAHAHA.


THE NEH NEH POK THIEF.
There was this maid whose contract ended and gotta be send back to agency.
So, my uncle send her back to the agency.
The usual routine, the agent gotta check their stuffs.
The agent find that something is wrong with her BREAST.
Is like out of a sudden, she got such BIG breast.
They spot check her and found money(coins and cash) in her bra.
She admitted she stole them.
HMMM.


THE UGLY LOVER.
One night, my grandma saw a shadow but she wasn't very sure who was it.
She thought maybe someone went to the toilet or what.
The next day, the maid said she dropped something downstair and wanna pick it up. (*very common excuses for maid to run away.)
Yes, she ran away.
After like don't know how long then she was found back.
They also found out that she once bought her lover home.
A bangala, ah nehhhhh.
What the hack! (*Ekkkk.)
The maid wanna run away with the bangala.
LOL.


THE SPIDERWOMEN.
My grandma was clever this time round, she LOCKED the door when she goes out.
But, the maid still went missing.
Guess how did she ran away.
She actually CLIMBED out of the window.
And was bought back by the police.
People reported to the police because they thought there was a thief in their house.
The maid actually went into people house when she got no more energy to climb.
Anyway, she climbed about 5 storey.
She thought she is spiderwoman or something?
Oh well.


Can you believe it that those maids are so "creative" nowadays?
Oh man.
I swear these stories are real alright.
Cant believe such things can happen.
Especially the first and third stories.
Funny aye?
LMAO.


I was so bored yesterday.
Got nothing for me to do.
Saw from ferynn's blog saying that CLEO is women BESTFRIEND.
But, SHAPE was my BESTFRIEND.
HAHAHA.
I have been reading it for a year plus but I still love it.
I was reading it the whole day yesterday.
So much knowledge you can gain.
GRINS.


Cinderella family!
I din manage to get the zoo pass.
Awww.
But, hopefully we still can hang out someday.
No matter is shopping or hanging out at some place chatting.
Ahhha.


The handsome one, xubin cant sing.
The kiddo look shawn can sing!
Was pretty amazed by his voice.
MUAHAHA.

If one day you went missing.

I promised.

I will go round the world,

just to look for you.

Alright,







大家晚安了!

ANYONE MISSES ME?

HELLO FOLKS!


Early in the morning I received a BIG present.
Not long after I woke up, it started to rain.
I was alone at home, so I gotta bring in the laundry.
While trying to hang the bamboo stick with clothes on top,
the freaking bamboo FALL and HIT on my head.
Great!
I should be shorter by at least 3cm now.
LOL.

My c drive is running out of space.
I din wanna shift everything to d drive because I still have to shift to my hard disk.
So, I reminded boyfriend 3846398276494 times to bring it today.
In the end, he still NEVER bring!
GRRRR.

When I drop off from the train just now, someone stepped on my toes.
Stepped on four of my toes and my slipper dropped off.
Gotta go back and "collect" it.
It's painful okay.
LOL.

Alright, so much of complaining, I shall stop it.
Went shopping with boyfriend.
Suprise that I din manage to get any tops from bugis street, all from parco bugis instead.
Quite happy with what I got today.
GRINS.

One top from DETAILS WORKSHOP.
One sleeveless plain top from TOPSHOP.
One tube from JOOP. (*boyfriend got it for me!)
One white short from BUGIS STREET.
One white with lime green sling bag from ADIDAS. (*I bought it for boyfriend!)

Anyway, Jiaxin just called me and asked if she should buy that knit jacket from zara.
I said is up to her and ask who ever with her to see for her.
But, you know what?
She is shopping ALONE again.
LOL.
I cant shop alone, you will see me empty handed at the end of the day.
I cant decide should I or should not buy the item myself.
I am someone that need opinion for almost everything I wanna buy.
YES, I am not-so independent, I know.
HAHAHA.
Oh ya, we sms-ed each other at the same time.
So coincidence!

People are saying that I look like bamboo!
*SHOW FIST!
HAHAHA.
Is not that I never eat okay, I eat I eat I eat la.
LOL.
I eat already never grow fat what can I do right?
I wanna grow fatter so that I can look GOOD in all clothes.
Can dress up myself with pretty clothes too.
Someone kindly donate some flesh of yours to me alright.
SMILES ((:

GSS is irritating!
It is making me spending money.
Oh, heaven.
Please grant the little wish of mine.
Drop some CASH, NOTES, or even COINS from the sky!
I will be very grateful.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I am craving for SUPER long straight hair.
I am craving for DARKER colour tone of hair. (*my hair colour is too bright.)
I am craving for more shopping sprees with GIRLFRIENDS.
I am craving for MINT choco.
I am craving for SURPRISES from boyfriend.
I am craving for MONEY.



Enough,



GOOD DAY!
GOOD NIGHT SWEETIES!