It is all my fault.
People, you can blame me.
Scold me, do everything you want to me.
At least, I would feel better this way round.
I am still a loser in the end.
I woke up in tears.
Don't worry, I will stand strong.
Will be fine soon I hope.
Someone asked me what is my strength or good point.
At that very moment,
I was speechless.
Cause, I cant find any in me.
我们的故事画上了句号．
我真的累了．
这一切都是我的错．
很抱歉，
不能陪你走下去．
I AM BORED!I wanna find a job la.
Anybody wanna hire me?
LOL.
Oh ya, bought her world magazine to keep me entertain.
Initially, wanted to buy shape.
But, her world is much much thicker.
Can keep me busy longer.
It is just a dollar different anyway.
Daydreaming keeps me occupied too.
So much and too much.
At certain times, I don't get some parts.
Do you?
Mr Choo invited us to his house today.
Met Lijie one hour earlier to walk around and eat.
Sorry for being late girl.
Jiaxin join us later.
And her heels is killing her.
LOL.
The rest was pretty late.
Was raining, so took cab to his house.
Very near, cab fare was only $2.80 I think.
HAHAHA.
Reached his house.
Got another group of his students already.
His house and his mum house is just opposite.
Sit around and ate some cookies.
Another group of his students came.
Mr Choo mum cook for us.
Her "suan pan zi" very yummylicious.
People, don't drool.
HAHAHA.
Left at around four thirty.
Went my god mum house.
Ate again.
I am growing side ways already.
LOL.
Lucky she din cook steamboat.
Abit sick of it already.
The generation gap between a 9 years old kid and 19 years old lady.
Incident one9 years old boy: I wanna go bath le.
ME: ok.
9 years old boy: I got bring underwear leh.
YELLOW colour de.
ME: Huh? Hmmm. Ok.
9 years old boy: I go in le. Wanna take off clothes le. Don't peep hor.
ME: *Faint* Ok ok.
Incident two9 years old boy: (Heard a sound) Who farted?
ME: No la. I zipping my bag de sound la. Never hear properly.
9 years old boy: Oh. I thought is lele fart ma.
By the way, lele is a rabbit okay!
Does rabbit fart?
LOL.
Incident three9 years old boy: I very happy leh. Where are we going now?
ME: Bring you to sell to ah neh.
9 years old boy: HAHAHA.
ME: You not scare ar?
9 years old boy: Very good ma. Can eat Indian food.
ME: Nothing to say.
Oh man, I am stuck with nice shows again.
That's the problem when I am too free.
HAHAHA.
Magician of love．
Saw this part and I really like it.
The words are just so.
Hmmm.
You know la.
Abit EMO but still.
LOL.
被放弃的人不是输家．
在爱情的过程里面，
我们一直站在，
付出比较多的那一方．
所以，受伤，嫉妒，开心，欢笑．
所有爱情的感觉，
我们都比对方多了一倍．
当然伤害也多了一倍．
不过这些，
现在对方都感受不到了．
全部都留给我们承受，
不过也因为我们，
比别人多了一份爱，
才有力量在伤痛中从新站起来．
I finally catch just follow laws <<我在政府部门的日子>>.
The movie was really funny yet touching.
You know la, Jack neo style.
Worth catching it yea.
Was pretty bored at home today.
Daddy came home around twelve.
Suggested to see movie.
And mummy was so cute.
No wonder I love her so much.
HAHAHA.
She was saying that ask your boyfriend wanna see together anot.
Cause daddy is treating.
You all no need to pay eh.
Anyway, boyfriend din went la.
Was waiting for his uncle to come his house.
In the end, his uncle din came.
LOL.
Oh well, something funny happen today.
I received a sms from a unknown number.
This is what happened.
ME: Who are you...?Unknown: Suz lah.
ME: Huh...? Suz...?Unknown: I think I can forget abt u leh. Yr school mate lah. Suzanna. If u still cannot remember. Then too bad. I have to delete yr name from my list liao. Chey! :'(
ME: Oh...Remember le... I suffering from poor memory... Sorry yea... HAPPY NEW YEAR...!( Was thinking that something is weird. My red cross friend in secondary school don't have my number. And I don't think she will contact me all in a sudden. )Unknown: Free to meet up?
ME: Yea... When...?Unknown: When you start work?
ME: Huh...? I haven even found a job yet eh... Holiday just started... Tot u all now having school...?Unknown: Huh! You jobless? Going to school? Are you veronica?
ME: Huh...? Nah... I think u god the wrong person hur...? Lol...Unknown: Then u still can said remembered me. Chey!
ME: I oso god a fren call suzanna lor... Oso my schoolmate ma... Lol...Unknown: Wah so coincidence! I meet her two months ago and said will contact me for gathering. We all met for gathering yesterday except her. So sad she didn't call us after so many years.
ME: Oh... Icic... Yup... She is my secondary school fren... Perhaps she gave you the wrong number... Haha...Unknown: No :( this number is with me for quite sometime. She told me she did not change her number. Anyway thanks. Nice talking to u. Happy new year!
ME: Icic... Nice chatting wif u too...! Happy new year...!LMAO.
We din even know the other party and started chatting.
Funny hur?
I wanted to tell her I got a friend also call veronica lor.
HAHAHA.
There are so many similar names in this world.
Friends, I know somethings are happening.
But, we shall take it easy.
Learning from experiences.
Setback make us stronger.
Still, let us smile together.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=Are people reading my blog?
Sholud say people are reading but no one is tagging.
Sadddddddd.
Make some noise there can?
HAHAHA.
Say you miss me or whatever rubbish also can la.
LOL.
如果有一天
现在也只能欣赏
唯一的合照一张
淡忘了的是那个街角
想念的是当时的微笑
生活中交错失望
越想念就越孤单
若再被寂寞迎头赶上
多感伤原来只是正常
你是不是也在品尝
一个人的咖啡喝天光
是不是也忽然察觉到
多出时间看天色的变换
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间
I ain't that great afterall.
I am just so selfish.
Enough.
Nothing really happening going on in my life lately.
Kinda boring hur.
HAHAHA.
Boyfriend came over to my house today.
Then went his grandma house.
After that another of his grandma house.
Headed to my god mum house.
Went causeway point.
Wanna catch follow the law.
The 5 plus slot is full house.
Considering the 710 slot.
Within 5 minutes later,
was also full house.
Decided to catch it some other day.
Had our lunch and shop around.
Home sweet home.
Boring hur?
LOL.
Ruiqin asked me if I was at malaysia yesterday.
And I said no.
He said he saw someone that look like me.
I think there are really people that look alike in this world.
If you saw someone that you love dearly.
Will you fall in love with that person that look similar?
Love is something unpredictable.
You will never know what will gonna happen the very next minute.
It is always not within our control.
You might not want it that way.
Still, it will turn out the way you din want to.
天上一万个星星，
我只是看见你．
要说这是幸运，
是不可思意．
这种甜蜜可以为此多久？
多么多的希望，
那么多的期望，
还有慢长的等待．
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
MY HAPPY FAMILY!
THE BIG FAMILY.
WHY IS THERE A EMO FREAK?
THE SEVEN OF US.
我对你的爱，不是用三言两语，就能表达．
我真的很喜欢你．
我不怕你离我而去，
只怕你不爱我．
I am predicting the topics for chinese new year.
Those getting o levels result.
Relatives will sure bound to ask how did you do for o level.
So, where are you going?
JC or poly?
If poly, what course.
And blah blah blah.
For those around my age.
Now very big already hor.
What course are you studying now?
Got boyfriend already?
The 25 to 30 years old range.
Got boyfriend already right?
Old enough already la.
So, when are you all getting married hur?
The newly wed.
When are you all giving birth?
Faster give birth la.
Better ma.
HAHAHAHA.
I think every year also the same thing one.
Don't they find it bored hur?
LOL.
Saw shelly's msn nick.
Have you ever wonder why a girl will confess to a guy?
Hmmm.
This is what I think.
She wants him to know that she likes him.
She hopes to be with him.
And she wants him to understand her feeling.
Will you confess to the one you like?
I think I will.
Even though you might not get the answer you want.
But at least you have got a answer.
Will you choose the one you love or the one that love you?
被爱总是比爱人幸福．
但爱情总是那样的不理智．
Anyway,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!新年快乐！I LOVE YOU ALL!我爱你们！HAHAHA.
我真的很喜欢你！
*Random pics
After doing our hair.
My sucky fringe!
See see.
She purposely pose for me to take one.
HAHAHA.
Hmmmm.
Sorry.
Zi lian - ing.
HAHAHA.
Wow.
So long already still combing.
Same as me.
Vianpot.
LOL.
YEAH!EXAM ARE OVER!HOLIDAYSSSSSS!At last all papers are over.
Chinese new year is coming.
Happy hur.
Ruixing gave me that sickening face today.
HAHAHA.
She should get what I mean la.
Wanting finally bought her shoe after so long!
She must be happy like shit la.
LOL.
Was trying out a top at the fitting room.
And the next door was rather noisy.
A girl is saying who stole my pe shorts!
Funny hur.
HAHAHA.
And they keep pushing around.
Keep on molest me la.
Touch my butt.
LOL.
If you heard their conversation, was really funny la.
Somehow.
Somewhere.
I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE MY FRINGE LA!RAHHHHHH.I am broke!Spend 200 bucks on my hair.Hundred plus on my face.300 plus just for this two things.Excluding all the clothes and stuffs for chinese new year.Hopefully I can get more red packets.That can make me richer.HAHAHA.Devil is the road to procrestination.Siannnnnnnn.Examssssss.
Exams are coming real soon.
Siannnnnn arrrr.
LOL.
Nothing much to blog.
Just din want my blog goes dead.
HAHAHAHA.
My mummy scare the hell outta me yesterday.
But, its fine now la.
Oh ya, was reading jiaxuan's blog and realised is someone birthday yesterday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YI CHENG!
Faith. Love. Trust.
Tried studying but I don't understand a single shit of them.
And nothing goes into my head.
So, decided to do some housework.
At least it is better then staring blank.
HAHAHAHA.
Don't know for whatever reason too,
I took out my diary and look through them.
The one I used to write when I am in secondary school.
Those sec one to three times.
And, I swear I was like laughing my ass off!
Damn funny can.
So many little secrets of mine and others.
The funny things I wrote.
Super ultra many singlish.
Many bad words written when I am angry.
Reminds me of those conflicts we had in the past.
Especially, during sec one.
So much of memories.
All the sadness and happiness.
Kinda miss all of it now.
Saw these at one of the pages.
You try to close your eyes to stop liking a person,
love turns into a drop of tears,
and remain in your heart forever altered.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person.
An hour to appreciate them.
A day to love them.
But, an entire life to forget them.
I don't know where did I copy from or what so ever. But, I think I am pretty upset at that time hur. Anyway, that's all in the past. We were all still kiddo then. Hahahaha.
Saw this picture at veron's blog.
One of the recent post.
I think she misses the time too yea.
HAHAHA.
Gonna try studying soon.
Hope they all will goes into my little brainy.
I wish I got a super good memory,
once glance I can remember all.
Oh well, shall stop dreaming now.
TATA.
FRIDAY Only had two hours of NF. Which we din even attend that pure two hours. Went off at around 1030. Went bugis with the two girls, Jiaxin and Lijie. Took 74 to dover and train there.
Had yoshinoya for lunch. I love their miso soup so much. Yummy. Started shopping around. Searching for stuff we each wanted. But, Jiaxin got so much to buy la. LOL. Cause she haven started her new year shopping when the two of us are finishing with what we wanted. Started with parco bugis, bugis street and lastly icon. Oh ya, I finally bought a pair of footwear. Like finally. Hahaha.
Went back to parco bugis to had out dinner. It was already nine when we ate. Hungry la. LOL. Anyway, we shopped for around solid 9 hours. Isn't that great. I don't know how come girls are so good at shopping.
I find myself so like a granny. Loves to nag so much and repeat my words. Bear with me hur, friends.
I am becoming stronger each day.
Learning from experience.
Its more than words.
SATURDAY
Went Chinatown again. LOL. Accompany my mummy there to collect her medicine and buy new year goods. Chinatown is so pack with shopper. You can really feel the chinese new year atmosphere.
Mummy says wanna buy some new year goods for god mummy, auntie and neighbour. Went to search for some. We couldn't find the pastry shop. Walking round but still cant be found. Mummy called and asked her friend. Finally, we found it. Da tong bing jia. I still love their pineapple tarts as usual. Super delicious. Though the price is abit steep but lucky is once per year. So, still not so bad la. Hahaha. After buying those pastry, I went to buy ba gua. LOL. Long queue can. So many people queueing to buy. My mummy is so sickening la. LOL. The first time don't wanna say properly. Made me queue for twice. Rahhhh. The second time, I was cleverer, ask Wanting her family wanna buy anot I can help. Since I am already queueing. Don't waste it. Hahaha. Mummy really spend so much today. Total of around two hundred and fifty bucks on all this. Only if she give me this amount of money to shop. Great hur. Dream on. Hahaha.
Seriously, worth trying. Really nice!
But, the price.
Okay la, if its once per year.This 7 small bottles of pastry cost mummy $93!
Carry til my hand is breaking.
The ba gua.
Nice nice.
Daddy came and drive us to woodlands. Waited for mummy and auntie to do their facial. Meanwhile, had my fringe and eyebrow trim. On the way back, saw a shop and I bought a dress again. I dunno wanna buy anot and they say buy la buy la. So, stupidly I bought it and now regretting. I don't need it lor. I pay myself one okay. My money! LOL.
I wanna be a superwoman.
TODAY
Woke up at eight. Damn early right? LOL. Cause I wanna go jurong east see doctor la. Don't know what time they opening til so is better to go early. I am not sick. Is my face sick. Rahhh. Stupid face giving me so much problems. Really got so tired of it. Piss off.
The doctor says it is partly because of my nose allergy. Seriously, I am use to waking up often in the night. So, I thought it is not a big deal. But, he says that cause me not sleeping well and will have breakouts. This is one of the reason la. And my nose allergy will cause me to feel very tired when I wake up and throughout the day. And using a nose spray for me is a must. I gotta use it for one month! Damn it. He also say there is three option to solve my problem.
1) Taking antibotics. At least must take for 6 months. Once stop, those idiotic stuffs might come back still.
2) Taking hormones pills. Which he don't recommend. Cause if taking it for long term might affect chances of getting pregnant in future.
3) A very high percentage of vitamin A. Must take for 9 months. And is freaking expensive. $170 per month. So, if taken for 9 months will cause me more than $1500!
Anyway, he say he will not let me take any of these. The best is still not to take any medicine if possible. So, he will let me try using cleanser all this first. Unless, it doesn't get better or I wanna change the method, then see him again.
Consultation fee + cleanser + pimple cream + nose spray = $114
A bomb lor. A big bomb somemore. The cleanser itself cost 57 bucks already. Never mind. I just hope it work. And I must eat more vegetables and fruits. Drink more water too which I hate. Rahhh.
I dislike the new version of blogger. Using the google account thing. I just don't get things right over there. Like I paragraph my post neatly so it is easier to read. But, it just don't turn out that way. Oh please, improve it la!
I wanna hold you til the morning light.
Yeah. OOP demo is over.
I am a emo freak.
That will laugh at this very moment.
But burst out in tears the next second.
Who cares.
That's me!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Shopping do makes me a much happier person.
Gonna shop with the two girls tommorrow.
Oh well, my wallet gonna suffer again.
Poor thing hur.
LOL.
Eveyone seem to be so hardworking.
I think I gotta start printing out the notes and buck up soon.
Oh yeah, I don't even have BIS textbook.
Never mind, still hope the notes do help.
Anyone willing to study with me?
I am serious okay.
LOL.
My first valentine present!
This is handmade okay.
One for jiaxin and one for me.
HAHAHAHA.
A gift from shelly.
Thanks girl!
I wanna paint my nails
RED during chinese new year!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Anyone can make me smile forever?
