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This is the conversation I had with my dad when watching superstar just now.
ME: Learn singing like very ex hor? DAD: Ya lor. But if you wanna learn I suggest you learn from what li wei song or music clinic. ME: Huh? Why leh? DAD: Cause cheaper ma. ME: Where got cheap? Like very ex lor. DAD: If you learn from me more ex. I will charge you 1000bucks. And one month 4 lessons, one hour per lesson. ME: Like that ar. I rather pay for the so call cheaper one lor. HAHAHA.
Have not been in my perfect mood lately. Nothing seem right. Everything are in a big mess. I don't know how do human mind function. Not at all. The sky seem so dark. Its gonna rain soon. I think it will take quite sometime to stop. Faking a smile. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Is there a rainbow that last forever?
I dunno why am I so emo too. Mood swing or beacause of what ever reason. Not gonna say much. Tired.
Date & Time : 1/29/2007 / 8:16 AM
Saturday Shopping spree. Woohoo. Hahaha.We shopped from around two til ten plus at night. Met Wanting and Ruixing one at boon lay. Met Jiaxuan at Chinatown. And, she lost her way. LOL. Finally, I found someone as blur as me. Went to search for her. Shopped around Chinatown. Searching for clothes. Went OG after that. And yeah, four crazy girls were searching for lingerie. LOL. Anyway, bought some la. Wanna take bus to bugis.But, the roads are blocked. Some bus stop from 3 to 11pm. Poor granny that cant read english instructions waited so long for buses. Reached bugis around seven plus. Went OG again to search for shoes. Din managed to get what I wanted. Bugis street was the next destination. Only Jiaxuan managed to get a pair of heels. Was pretty fed up. All the 3 pairs of footwear I wanted was either no stock, no my size or left display. Rahhhhh. For the first time I shopped at bugis street til their shop is closing. Gilrs can really shopped hur.LOL. Reach home at eleven plus going twelve. Bath and sleep.
Sunday Stayed at home the whole day. Do some spring cleaning again. My house is in real mess. Awww. So much of rubbish. If only I can throw ALL of them away. How good is it hur. But, I am sure my mummy will be hunting after me. LOL. Kill me for sure. Saw the news on xu wei lun. Was pretty upset. Yup, she is dead due to a car accident. Catch that tv programme on channel 8, 1030pm. Din realise Taipei got so much of nice places. Didn't get to go there. I wanna travel. Anyone wanna sponser? LOL.
Today Lesson only start at eleven. Classes today was all so slack. BORED. Hahaha. Whole of NF lesson did nothing. Suppose to be self study but no one is studying. Lijie was asking me who I support for this weekend final showndown. Without thinking I said Daren. She say I "zhong nan qing nu"! LOL. Gonna buy my contact lens and solution after school. Running out of them. I want money money. LOL.
I had a nightmare. And I woke up in tears.
Date & Time : 1/25/2007 / 11:44 AM
Date & Time : 1/24/2007 / 9:13 PM
A very very short day in school. Only had two hours of NF. Which I totally din pay attention at all. Two hours of break. Accompany Jiaxin to clementi to get her things. Was late for UID. However, when we reached class, Junjie say we can go home already. What the hack. HAHAHA. Never mind. Went toilet and slack. I think, it is nice having a girlfriend. Messing and fooling around together. Sounds sweet hur. Took bus and went home. Superstar tonight. Gonna catch it.
爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯．
Date & Time : 1/23/2007 / 10:50 PM
I was packing my wardrobe. And I discover I got lots of rubbish. LOL. Actually, I got quite alot of clothes. But, I just kept on wear those few as if I got no other clothes. Which I don't know why too. Hahaha. So, I decided not too waste anymore money buying new stuff since I don't use them. Hope I can control myself la. Did little of housework too. Rare eh. Hahaha. Was listening to fish cd all the way. And I started feeling emo. Somehow, I start to think alot and feeling emo. So much of nice songs with touching and meaningful lyrics.
Saw Jiaxuan wretch blog. One of her post is in chinese. Cool hur. Was thinking, someday I could write one too. But, after yesterday incident, I thought of droping the idea. My mummy asked me to write some new year cards for her. And I have forgotten how to write so many words. Even simple one. So, my mummy says that she suspect how I pass my o level chinese. Sad hur. Elsemore, I did quite well. LOL. I should refresh on my chinese soon.
Words cant speaks all. Feel it with your heart. L.O.V.E.
Date & Time : 1/22/2007 / 11:07 AM
Saw this at amelia's blog. And I find it rather sweet.
Date & Time : 1/21/2007 / 9:27 PM
Saturday Wanting and Ruixing ps me. LOL. Anyway, they promise me next weekend go shopping with me already eh. Don't bluff me again okay. Hahaha. So, instead of going shopping with friends, I accompany my mummy to see doctor and get her medicine. On the way, shop around also la. My favourite passtime eh. I din know I can managed to buy clothes there. As in younsters stuff la. Mummy say I wanna buy what faster buy today cause she paying. Next week with friends I pay myself. I got myself a dress and a top. So happy can. Daddy came and drive us. Went old jurong west there to buy some stuff. Someone molested me! LOL. It was darling sister la. Bump onto her. Bought dinner and went home. Mummy ask me to "fashion show". Try the clothes I bought today and another set I bought that time. So, as a good daughter I tried on the two set and one top to entertain her. And you know what? She asked me to thank her lor. Thank her for borning such thin and tall me. Funny hur. Daddy ask if I wanna go great world to shop. Good right? Shopping again. He say he good mood. Will pay for my shopping. Went out at seven. But, there nothing much la. Bought a plain sleeveless top and a small bag. Home sweet home after that.
Today Woke up and had my breakfast. Out at ten plus. Dying my hair with my god mummy. I asked that auntie to recommend colour that suit me. Red brown. But, no red could be seen at all. Sound funny hur. Oh ya, I swear since I stepped in I see people perming til I stepped out. About three to four perming hair and all do spa perm. I mean all of them doing the same type of perm. Tempted to perm too. How how. Hahaha. Had lunch and went woodlands. Shopping again. I am just so happy when it comes to shopping. Pardon me hur. LOL. Only got myself one top. I wanna go shopping again. I am addicted to shopping. Many times, I am just finding excuses for myself to buy things. A waste of money. Hahahaha. I have got enough clothes for chinese new year. I just cannot contorl la. Feel like buying and buying. How I wish I am a rich kid. LOL. Someone please control me, don't let me waste money can. Had dinner and went home.
I am contented with everything. I got just two wishes. Give me a perfect nice complexion. And a doraemon please. I will be happy like hell.
Anybody reading my posts? Hmmm. Tagbox seem so dead. Nobody is tagging. Make some noise there can? HAHAHA.
我真的很喜欢你．
Date & Time : 1/19/2007 / 2:57 PM
*Random pics
Date & Time : 1/18/2007 / 9:27 PM
Lalalala. I am happy. Weets.
I really love Carrie vocal. The way she sang "chu mo" yesterday really touch my heart. So damn nice can. And I love Daren stage performance. I love bad boys. HAHAHAHA.
不美丽的笨女人．
我就傻傻的爱上你．
Date & Time : 1/17/2007 / 9:22 PM
IAC and comtool kit have all ended!
Went school early to do UID and OOP yesterday. Thanks to those that have helped me. I really appreciated. Anyway, UID is ending soon. OOP in a week time or so too. Then, we will be done with all our project. Left with two modules, written exam.
Holidays are coming. Gotta find new job. Not gonna stick with the old one. I am gonna gain more experience again. For don't know whatever reason, I still love doing sales. I love the commission part. LOL. Yes, I am money face. But, I am not materialistic okay. Hahahaha. I only spend my own hard earn money. I wanna save money. Save for rainy days.
You still mean that much to me.
Date & Time : 1/15/2007 / 1:09 PM
Yes. I am very fed up with that botak. Company's top management. Ruixing called him but I acted as Ruxing instead. Means all the while on the phone I am "Ruixing". LOL. And I was all the way arguing with him. Come on la. We are all smart people. I think it is pretty obvious that we are all protecting our own interest. Except that I am the straight forward type. Speaks whatever that come in my mind. As for him, says it in a nicer way but indirecting shooting us. But, his nicer way is not very nice also la. Hahaha. He claims that he do things only based on watson record. That's all. So, he aren't taking care about his staff welfare hur. I told him this and he said NO. He do care too. If that's the case. Why aren't they settling this matter. It is way too long already la. Two months plus already. And that freaking botak told me this.
By cheating your that little sum of money doesn't make my company richer!
So, you think by cheating your that sum of money will make my friend richer? It is not as if you can buy a house or car with that sum of money. Maybe 20 or 30 years back. It might seem to be alot. But, not now anymore. And, who on earth will spend so much effort to cheat your that small amount of money. You think we are too free hur. Now, is a matter of principle. We only want justice to be done. I think I sound rather agitated when this matter doesn't concern me. LOL. But, it concern my friend ma. Hahahaha.
So much about complaining. Shall STOP that. I have been seeing stars for the past two days. Saturday, guo fei li. dennis keller and jessica liu came. Sunday was even better. Because of sponsering superstar. They came down to the road show. Daren is handsome and Nat is cute la. Hahaha. I support daren and carrie. I like carrie's vocal. Only daren family came down and support him. His father, mother, grandpa, grandma, auntie, uncle and sister. And daren auntie was very cute. She asked me who I support and I replied Daren. She wad like damn happy can. She asked me if I want tickets to catch it live. Daren's auntie gave me 10 tickets. I wanted the showdown one. She gave me this wed recording. I won't be able to go down la. Projects are haunting after me now. In the end, I gave to my customers. They are so lucky to buy from me. Extra benefits. LOL.
Gonna skip jap class afterwards.
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Date & Time : 1/13/2007 / 11:56 PM
I am very tired now. Stand for 8 hours plus. And the train is packed. I have got no seat. Plus there are super many promoters at the roadshow. They are all ultra hardworking. But, the three of us slack like hell. One promoter still comment that we are having illegal gathering. The three of us kept stick together and chit chat. I only managed to sell like 31 products. Get only 15.50 bucks of pathetic commission. Yes, they changed to 50cents per product no matter how much you sell. One hardworking promoter says she got quite good sales today. However, she only sell like 20 plus products. Ruixing and me is one of the lucky ones. Slack so much but still managed to get that damn little pathetic of commission. There is this auntie that boast that she can get thousand over dollars of commission per month. Which seem impossible when they only give them 20cents per box they sell. Yeah. Nothing wrong with your eyes. That's how little they give promoter now. Another auntie promoter claim that hair serum can grow hair. As if like real. Din she went for training. Oh please, don't tell people rubbish when you know nuts. One passerby says she condemn their products. She did nothing wrong but gave such a wonderful comment. One of my customer will love me like shit. I asked her to buy more from me and she bought 4 products. And I made her won the grand price. Which is 1 year free of hoyu products that worth 500 dollars. May her hair fall like never ending after using their stuffs.. HAHHAHAHA. The company owes my friend 100 bucks of commission. And they deny that it isn't their problem. What kind of freaking shit is this. You want us to have good sales. Yet, you don't wanna pay us the correct amount. Damn unfair. Shitty company. I swear, I won't ever go back and work for them again. Nah, never.
Date & Time : 1/12/2007 / 2:58 PM
BIS lesson now. Since I got nothing better to do and it have been ages since I last uploaded photos, I shall do it now. Three pictures is enough. Then, it will keep me occupied and it will be the end of the class. Hahahaha.
*random pictures.
miss the day when we took this.
took this in bird park.
SIM toilet. lol.
Date & Time : 1/11/2007 / 9:15 PM
At times is not I don't wanna share. But, I just don't know how to put it. I don't know how to say it out. Perhaps, I am too use to keeping things to myself. I wanna say out too. But do you understand? Maybe yes, maybe no. Some things are better left unspoken.
I am just a emo freak.
Date & Time : 1/10/2007 / 9:20 PM
School without laptop can die.
Had two hours of break today. Met szemin at blk 56 to return her Tianjie's present money and she's passing me darling belated present. LOL. Went bukit timah to have lunch with Jiaxin, Lijie and class guys. Tom yum noodle. Very hot. Kept drinking water almost after every mouth of noodle I ate. Hahaha. I love eating spicy stuff. But, I cant eat too spicy. I am afraid of hot-ness. LOL. Think Lijie one was even more spicy. And she ate the whole bowl. Not bad eh. Jiaxin said that hers isn't spicy at all. Hahaha. Was lazy to take bus back to school. So, 8 of us shared cab. The rest took bus back instead. The guys are funny. Shaun gave this idea of playing "o-bey-some". The one that lose will share cab with the 3 girls. And, he lost! Hahaha. It doesn't seem funny over here. But, that scenario was really funny then la. When we board the cab, the uncle was saying why must play "o-bey-some" to see who sit which cab. Hahaha.
I was asking them whether should I rebond my hair. I just want my lower part of the hair to be straight. Get what I mean. Hmmm. Never mind. They all have the same answer. NO! Hahaha. At first, I wanna perm my hair. Then, rebond. I wanna dye too. Still considering. But now, I want none of them!
Yes, I am that type of women whose thoughts are changing every minute and second.
Wanting have been brain washing me since yesterday. She asked me not to go shopping and don't waste money to buy clothes. Save that money. She say I got enough clothes for chinese new year. All I need is a pair of shoe thats all. She asked me don't shop! LOL. Do you think that's possible. Hahaha. Maybe, she is right I don't have to buy things. I am just finding excuses for myself to buy stuffs. But, I think most of the girls are like that la. Jiaxuan says she is saving money to rebond again. And wanting ask her don't rebond save money for the trip. LOL. I don't care. Wanting and Ruixing, we are going shopping next weekend. Hahaha. Anyone wanna go shopping can date me too. Grins.
Date & Time : 1/09/2007 / 9:58 PM
No classes today.
Hahahahaha.
Went acer to repair my laptop. And I can only get my laptop back on friday. Seriously, acer is so lousy can. Bought it less then a year and problems are occuring.
Damn it. Shitty acer.
We wanted to go JTC. And we didn't know the way. Called Guoqiang and asked him for direction. He told me walk straight from creative. So, Wanting and me started walking one big round. It is damn far. Can die lor. LOL. At last, we found. You know what. It is just behind popular. Hahaha. Anyway, reached there took our timesheet and went off.
Wanting and girls wanna plan a oversea trip after our year three poly. That's seem early right. But think again, you need to save up for the trip yea. And the destination we wanna go is either japan or korea. Gotta save at least 2500 bucks okay. That's quite a huge sum but I really wanna go japan. Anyway, shall see how things goes by. Hahaha.
Date & Time : 1/07/2007 / 9:31 PM
HAHAHAHAHA.
I am happy! Because mummy say she love me. LOL. Yeah. I kept on pester her on saturday. Asking her do she love me. And she say NO. Maybe she is just too shy to admit that she love me la. Hahaha. So, the whole of yesterday, I packed my room. And now, my room is so neat and tidy. Proud of myself. Grins. At night, she told daddy she wanna eat something. I went to buy. She is so happy when I came back with what she wanna eat. That's why she love me la. LOL. And mummy praised me for being such a good girl and what's most important is she love me! Oh well, I am cunning and bad. But, so what. Though she dotes my brother more, but I love her more. Hahahaha. I am still the winner. Unlike that going 17 fellow, still need my mummy to pack his ultra super duper zillion times messier room than mine for him. Boo! Hahahaha.
I still love you so much.
You knew it.
Date & Time : 1/05/2007 / 9:13 PM
In a month or so time, we will have two months of holidays.
That's great!
Lijie is cute la. She have been asking me funny questions this two days.
Yesterday. Lijie: You go Taiwan got guys "da shan" you anot? Me: Don't have eh. Lijie: Really meh. Me: Ya lor. Really don't have la. Hahaha. Lijie: Then, you got see any stars anot? Me: Also don't have eh. Lijie: How come will never see. Me: Hmmm. Maybe they walk pass me, I also dunno.
Today. Me: I working next weekend eh. Lijie: How come you wanna work? Me: Work got money ma. Lijie: You now no money ar? Me: Got la. But money the more the merrier ma.
Hahahaha. You see, I got such a cute friend.
Ginny called me today. Working on the 13th and 14th. Is a roadshow. And the commission is damn little can. You WON'T get any commission if you sell below 40 boxes a day! When I say you won't I mean it. You get none okay. If you sell 40 to 70 boxes, you will get like pathetic 40 cents. 71 boxes above a dollar each. I will hit their highest target. I will sell 71 boxes a day. Wahahha. Jueying, please stop talking big la. True la. I don't think I can sell that much la. Maybe I cant even hit the minimum target. There are so many other promoter over there. You cant be cutting anyone sales. Last time, our target for 4 days is 51. And now, minimum 40 boxes per day. Crazy. So, take it easy. But still, wish me good luck!
Date & Time : / 3:00 PM
The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good. The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares. The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beat for you. The guy who love you , will remember every word u said, even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time. The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after. The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, believe him that he can do it. The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like somekind of anniversary, but, he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you. The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something hav to tell for only once, because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish. The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your ludgage and ask you " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart. The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier with smile. The boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works. The boy who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice. The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed. The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself " The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows, what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses. The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you. The guy who love you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
Date & Time : 1/04/2007 / 11:10 PM
Oh well, I wanna talk about personal grooming. It is so unfair la.
My secondary school. Hot and stuffy school hall. Boring stuffs taught. Lousy food.
And I gotta sit infornt of melvin to cut and eat that chicken. That's awful.
My brother secondary school. Nice enviroment, hotel. Interesting stuffs. Good food. 5 course meal. -appetizer -soup -main course -dessert -coffee/tea
Wow. See the great different?
Date & Time : 1/03/2007 / 8:40 PM
School started. And it is like damn boring la. Three hours of lesson today. We did like nothing. Only 30 minutes of going through our group project. Rest of the time, we are left to rot. Hahaha. Anyway, I think we are having exams on Chinese New Year eve. Awww. Thats so sad can. People are busy shopping for new year stuffs. And here we are mugging for exams. But, the good thing is we don't have to study during chinese new year.
Oh ya. I have decided to put a dollar into my piggy bank everyday. So, at the end of 2007. I will be richer by 365 bucks. LOL. Hopefully, my passion for saving won't stop like one month later la. Hahaha.
