Boring day. Boo! Took 154 home today. The bus was damn stuffy. Lousy ventilation. SBS please improve. Haha. I feel like puking. Eeek. I proudly declared that WP project was done. Yeah. Is like finally. But, FSP remedial on monday. Boo! Only the three of us that fail. Got to go home alone again. Sigh. Only lonely. Read Shape magazine today. Somehow, I like this article very much. Is about forgive and forget. There is these four sentences I find it very true.

- Have you noticed that even though you may say you have forgiven someone, the memory of the hurt has a way of revisiting you at the most unexpected time?

- Having an inkling of why someone behaves in a hurtful manner is the road to forgiveness.

- "Do unto others as you would unto yourself" is a great affirmation to live by when you are working on forgiveness.

- Forgiveness means that you do not hold others responsible for your experiences.



I don't know what got into my mind.
Your image kept flashing in my head.
Once again, I started missing you.
Tears flooded me.
Though, crying make me feel better.
But, I am tired of that.
When can I get you out of my mind?

I pass my CM. Haha. Yesh. I did it. At least the three of us didn't dian di this time round. Especially, JJ. He score A+. Cheers for him. *Thumbs up*. Anyway, saw the clip of the four girls bashing one girl up. It was... No comment, if you have seen it, you will feel digusted. Why is some people so evil? Sigh. Hmmm. Promise him to have dinner with him tommorrow if nothing happen today. This is what you always wanted right. Haha. I shall grant your wish this time round. Perhaps as a form of encouragement? I just hope you will be a better person after what you have gone through. Will you?


I am trying to be strong every now and then.
But, I am still a fool, when I fall in love <33

Had mass chat with some people yesterday. It was funny. We were guessing who will be the first couple in class. I know it is lame. Haha. Guys enjoy gossiping too. I think so. Hmmm. Tennis teacher was not here today. A malay guy toke over him. But, somehow, I still prefer Mr Gopi. Today, a short day. WP project after school. Do awhile, slack again. Was chit chatting or rather gossiping again. Guys also love to gossip okay. Anyway, my COS paper was... Shita. Got to really buck up. Come on, jueying, you can do it! I want to get my back CM paper. I don't want to let the teacher down ((:

By the way, I shall explain the word PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP:


I am giving up.
Not because I don't love you anymore.
Is just that I am too tired.
I feel that I should get you out of my mind.
I will be happier.
Though I know it takes a long time.
But, I am trying hard.
Real hard.

I feel like a princess with you guys.
I am being loved.
Thanks people.


Because of you.
I would feel happier if I could learn to forget you.
But you mean too much.

You make me sad.
You make me cry.
You take away the smile on me.
But, I love my life because of you.
I find more reasons for me to be happy.
At least you came across my life.
I have the other two to love and dote me.
I have friends to care for me.
I am learning to be strong because of you.
I have learnt so much because of you.
Love is fragile.
I learn from experience.
I may not be as pretty nor cute as others.
I need not be rich.
Yet, I am loving my life perfectly.
I am contented with what I have.
Smile with me.

I am BACK! 1T03 chalet was FUN! I think we did bond as a class. Yesh. Met Hao Yih and Zhou Xiong at Chinatown to do some SHOPPING. But, is to shop for things needed for chalet. Haha. Lame. Whereas Jiaxin met up with the others to bring them there. THANKS girl. Bbq was success. OR rather I THINK it is. We surprise the four birthday girls and boy with oreo cheese cake. Yum yum. Haha. Played blind mice. FUN. I felt like we were all primary school kids when we were playing but yet it bond us. Some heart to heart talk too. Shall post the photos when I get it.


I am going crazy, because of you ...

HATE to be sick. But what to do. Haha. Chalet tommorrow but YET I am sick now. Damn it man. Anyway, HOPE that we will have REAL fun. Lets all put our hair down and enjoy. Work sucks big. Haha. No sales no NOTHING. Bored. Didn't really LIKE this oulet. Thai express, tom yum soup is YUM YUM. And the naski lemak at lucky plaza is yummy too. People do try them out. No REGRETS. Haha.

Everyone is pampering me too much except you ...
where are you ...
but, never mind ...
I am happy with the present ...
thanks boys ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH LEONG !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH LEONG !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH LEONG !!!

I feel dead.
I am tired.
I am sick.
The sucky place got no chair.
I got to stand full 8 hours.
My leg is rotting.
I felt like a jelly.
The people there are not friendly.
There is no sales.
Not even $200 for two days.
Promotion have ended.
No one told me.
Sucky, sucky, sucky.
Josephine counter girl is grabbing all the sales.
I am not gonna fight.
Just wish me good luck.

Going back to work TOMMORROW. Suntec. Perhaps will do some SHOPPING again after work at Marina square. Yipee. Hope the people at Suntec will be NICE. If not, GOOD LUCK to me. Haha. I WANT sales. PRAY hard that I will be able to sell $400 of products a day. That is my target. Or perhaps MORE. I am a GREDDY PIG. Anyway, I still got to wakeup early and go down to office at town to get my timesheet and stuffs. TROUBLESOME man. I should rest well today and prepare for the battle. Haha. Other counters don't SNATCH my sales PLEASE! In case you guys don't know, some counters girl are mean they snatch people sales. But, so far so good. I have not met such incidence yet. Haha.


Somehow, I feel so pampered by you.
You never disappoint me.
You are my sunshine.
You make me smile.
I shall forget him for you.


But, you.
You choose to take away the smile on me.
I know you are good too.
Perhaps you love in the wrong way.
Love me as much as I love you.
Put back the smile on me.

WP paper yesterday. Was, no comment. Haha. Went Bugis with xing, ting, yihui and her friend. SHOPPING SPREE! What I am longing for. YIPEE. Finally bought some stuffs i WANTED. One top, two belts and one shorts. Not bad not bad. Haha. Cause at times, I get NOTHING after one WHOLE day of shopping. Went for facial today. My complexion simply SUCKS. I know what to tell others to do. But, yet I am LAZY myself. *smack*. I am going CRAZY with my face. SAVE me! Haha. Headed to town after that. Managed to get a bottle of nail polish from the face shop. NOTHING else much. SAD. I need a new wallet DESPERATELY. Intro some nice one people. Thanks.




love me as much as I love you ...
you took away the smile from me again ...
put the smile back on me ...








Only you are the best to me,
Perhaps I shall forget hin for your sake,
Thanks for everything.

I LOVE my mummy! Yesterday, I said I want to eat laksa. Today, she cook that for my lunch. THANKS mummy! Though, it doesn't taste great but I could feel the LOVE you have added into the dish which makes it FANTASTIC. Recieve a call from Catherine Seah today. Will be working at SUNTEC level 2. Not the beauty hall. But, I want to work at CITYLINK! Sigh... ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJIE !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJIE !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJIE !!!

This is my class ... ... 1T03 ... ...






Hope what you said is true,
at least i do feel a little happier,
thanks, boy.
I will try my best to not let my mind run wild.
You managed to put back a little smile on me.
smile with me =)

Today entry is going to be LONG. I am CONFIDENT that I will FAIL my FSP and COS paper. *smack*. I just got no idea how the things work. These two moudules, hopeless. I am HAPPY today. Finally, bought my MP3. Yeap. Chatted with him, more than 3 messages. He is really stress. I should not put more stress on him. Sorry, boy. I have been thinking too much(I hope so).But, I still feel the distance between us. Sigh.Common test is ENDING. Holidays ARRIVING. Happy, happy, happy. There is so MUCH things that I WANT to do. Anyway, I will be back to VICHY(a brand under Loreal) to work for one week. Cause, I want money for more SHOPPINGS. I am looking forward to my class chalet. Though there maybe some conflicts in between, I still hope that people can FORGIVE and FORGET. We shall ENJOY ourselves, shall we?

Here are some of the things I want to do during the two weeks holidays:
~ Shopping
~ Watch Omen and slient hill
~ work for one week
~ Class chalet
~ Family chalet

I want to buy these things if possible:
~ ELLE slipper
~ Sony MP3
~ Belts
~ Demin lace plaited skirt
~ More tops
~ Shorts
~ Bottoms
~ Sling bag
~ MP3 Pouch
~ Shoe
~ Wallet

I know I am too greedy! But, I know I won't be able to get all of these stuffs. Cause, I need to buy lots of stuffs, however, I need lots of money to get them! Money, money, money PLEASE drop from sky. Lalalala. I am CRAZY. Hmmm. Enough of all these RUBBISH. From today on, I shall refresh my memory on VICHY products to get myself ready for work.

Beauty tips:
~Eau Thermal, to hydrate your skin with more moisture(other then face can also be spray on your hair and body), act as a toner as well. Selling at 50ml $9.00 150ml $19.90.
People that have oily acne prone skin use this range
~ Normaderm hydrating care, is like a moisturizer, helps to get rid of uneven skin and oil seeds.(try this out, good product! selling at $45.)
~ Normaderm stick, it is a concealer, other than that it helps to heal pimple(which normal concealer does not do that), selling at $23.
~ Normaderm exfoliating scrub, get rid of dead skin, use twice to thrice WEEKLY. Do not use it too often if not you will have OPEN PORES. Selling at $31.
I will be leaving out cleanser and toner. Cause, this is common sense, people should know it and I won't forget. Haha. The rest is to be continue ... ...


I have gone through so much,
time for me to learn to let go,
I am tired,
I want the smile back on me,
the once cheerful me,
it will be back soon,
I really hope so.

Not feeling well today. CM paper was OKAY. But, I DUN WAN to get a D which is just PASS. Had dinner with Wanting, Ruixing, Guo qiang, Jeremy and Yi chen. Lai lai AGAIN. Haha. But, was quite NICE. Jeremy say it was NO different from kopitiam. Haha. FSP tommorow. Wonder how i DIE.


I find no reason for me to love you,
But, I still love you that much,
I find too much reasons for me to love him,
He is forever so nice to me,
Perhaps, I ought to forget you,
And be with him,
Should I?

I love LIME GREEN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIXING !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIXING !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIXING !

Its weekend again. But, NO more shopping for me. Great Singapore sales is here. I WANT shopping. People jio me go shopping okay. Haha. Common test is on mon. Start studying TODAY. Met up with Wanting, Ruixing, Jia xuan and Guo qiang at JP library to study. Saw tall tall thin thin at the library. At first thought he was working there. Then, he show me the tag. I know what is happening. Had lunch at the library cafe. There is so LITTLE choice. Ate nasi lemak. $2. It was so PATHETIC! Only one small fish inside and nothing else. Study continue. A group of ah beng was trying to create trouble down there. Making a BIG din. Damn it man. Went off at about seven. Lai lai kitchen, where we had our dinner. Yummy. Shop around and I was like so many great deals out there. I want EVERYTHING. Money please DROP from sky. I will catch it! Haha. Decided to buy the ELLE slipper and SONY new launch MP3. Today so MANY funny or rather STUPID things happen. At least, I feel relax. When I am alone, my mind run wild.


Tired of everything,
Wo zhen de hen lei le,
I left him because of you,
Now, what is happening,
If I can let go,
I would have done it years ago,
But, I just cant bear too,
Do you really mean what you have said?
I really hope so,
I am so afraid that history repeated itself,
How you once hurt me,
Fear is all in my heart,
I sleep in tears,
You bought me more tears then joys,
Put back the smile on me boy.

I know this is a dream, it is ending soon. kiss good bye.

TIRED. Reach home at around nine plus yesterday. Had CCA. It was super BORING. Hmmm. Enough of that. Had to complete my CM. MANAGED to did the last three questions. At least, I did something. I got NO idea how to solve the first three questions. *smack*. Slept at about 12 midnight. NOW, I am feeling sleepy. I need LOTS of sleep. I am a PIG. Waiting for CM remedial. But, just the three of us. Junjie, Zhou xiong and me. Our CM is like... figure out yourself. Haha. I HATE sore throat. Yucks. PLEASE drink more water Jueying.

Only you can put back the smile on me . . .
but, will you boy . . .
I am really tired . . .
Right here waiting . . .
where is the love . . .

How I wish . . .
If I could delete away my memory . . .
I realise how foolish I am . . .