I bought nothing much yesterday. Only bought two tops. I need more stuffs. But, to be exact, I wanted to buy lots of stuff. However, I lack of nothing. How silly it is. Looking forward to next shopping trip. Hoping it would be better. Don't know why, I felt rather down today. No more to add on.

Somehow, I miss the days.

Twinkle twinkle little star, how I wonder HOW you are?

Shop, shop, shop, shop, shop, and shop. This is what I am going to do tommorrow. I know at times I am a bit screw lose but I will be back to normal soon.

21 April 2006. That is our orientation day. Woo. Seriously, I am waiting for this day but yet afraid of. I am going to make new friends and people over there. But, I am scare of going into a class which I know none of them. Then, during the first day of school you will find me missing. Cause, I have lost my way in the campus. That is how blur I could be. Sounds rather stupid right. Hopefully, that will not happen. I shall be more brave and clever this time round.

I find myself too reliable on you, without you, I feel so unsafe and lost. I shall be strong. Stand by me.

Cheer up is all I could tell you.
Stand by you is what I could do.
Our never ending friendship.
Smile with me.

I am being cheated!

Last Wednesday, I received a message.

Pearlyn: Hi, I am Pearlyn from Lrp. Are you free this Saturday? Can you help out at NUH?
Jueying: Okay. Tell me more details. Thanks.
Pearlyn: Be at NUH main building at 9am. Will call you tommorrow for more details.
Jueying: Okay.

Friday. Phone rang.

Jueying: Hello.
Pearlyn: Hi, I am pearlyn here. Tommorrow you will be at NUH. Please be there at 9am at the main building. It is their pharmacy stock taking. Look for Felicia.
Jueying: Okay. How to go to the pharmacy?
Pearlyn: Walk to the 7-11 and walk towards left and walk straight.
Jueying: So, it is from 9am til what time?
Pearlyn: Stock taking should be done around an hour plus, after that you can go off.
Jueying: Huh? Hmmm. Okay. Bye.

They want me to go there just for an hour plus to take stock and go home? And being paid for one hour plus. I will be just earning nothing after deducting my transportation fee and food. Anyway, I still agreed to go as I have promised to go the other day.

Saturday. 9am.

Jueying: Sorry, where is Felicia?
Felicia: I am. So, you are from LRP?
Jueying: Ya.
Felicia: You just have to count the stocks and paste the sticker with the amount of stock beside the bar code.
Jueying: Okay.
Felicia: After that you can go off.

So, without any delay, I started counting the stocks. I counted once, counted twice, thrice. Even arrange the stocks and leaflets. But, after doing all this, it is only 930 am! I got nothing else more for me to do. There is so little stocks over there. Decided to go off.

I message Pearlyn.

Jueying: Hi, I have done everything in half an hour. So, am I being paid for half an hour? Haha.
Pearlyn: Nope. Will pay you for two hours. Send me your account number.
Jueying: ***-****-*
Pearlyn: Okay.
Jueying: Thanks.

I would say I am just wasting my time for that trip over at NUH. I should be more clever in future.

Went to Ngee ann on friday. Finally, bought my lappy.


I know is never gonna end,
Cause I know you still care for me. . .

I made a fool out of myself today! The thing goes like that...

Rui Xing: Want eat sushi anot?
Wanting: okay.
Jueying: Anything
3 of them: Happily choosing what they want to eat.
Jueying: I go and pay.
Ruixing: Went to pay too.
Jueying: Phone rang, she picked up. At the same time greedy her want to eat sushi also. Decided to take her sushi to eat. Suddenly, she say oh my god.
Ruixing&Wanting: What happened?
Jueying: I lost my phone! Must be left at fiesta there just now. Anxious and scared. Cause she only saw her wallet in her hand but phone is missing.
Wanting: I saw your phone! It is in your hand.
Jueying: Haha. I forgotten I was talking on phone.

What a joke right. And the three of us laugh all the way. I really don't want to be so forgetful and blur! If anyone knows how to be more intelligent please inform me. I will pay you school fees.

Daydreaming is a good form of brain exercise. So, without any delay, let us start now.

If I had a million dollars now, what will I do?

1. Crazy shopping ( And I mean you shop til you drop those kind, shopping spree)
2. Treat all my good friends for high tea session
3. Do some charity
4. Vote for Yuyang, Adriano and Khim so they would be out ( But too late, happy that Clara is out )
5. Organise class gatherings ( Both primary & secondary school )
6. Go for facial ( I want a better complexion! )
7. More skin care ( Especially, the best eye gel! )
8. Go for Lasik ( No more spectacle or contact lens then )

So far these is all I can think of. Waiting for tommorow, time to buy my lappy and shopping. . .

I was flipping through the year book. It brought back many memories of mine. The school, teachers, principals, classmates and friends. I miss all of them. Miss the joys and sorrows I had in school. These have all become part of my memories now. I used to dislike the school, but I am missing it now. The ugly uniform which I am always grumbling about made me feel like wearing it again. Perhaps, this is what life is about. After my 'o' level, I began working. I have been working for about two and a half months. Now, I have been slacking for one month plus ever since i resigned. Again, I miss work. Miss the place, the people and even those annoying customers. I knew quite alot of people through work like, Adrena, Sheryl, Chin Wee, Jocelyne, Linda, Cat, Maria, Kumari, Princess, Alex and more. They are nice people. I miss you guys and the joys and laughter we used to share. But now. it is all gone. Though two and a half months is not a long period of time but I learnt alot. Working in the sales industry made you see the ugly side of human beings, but of course there is also nice people out there. Among all these people I knew, There is three whom I loved most. They are Adrena, Chin Wee and Jocelyne. Talking about Adrena, she is my supervisor. Working in Loreal such a big company is stressful. But, she can handles things really well. Claps for her. Often, you would see her messages during midnight telling you stuffs about work. You could see how hardworking she is and the efforts she put in. Her spirit in work is never ending. At the same time, she can handles her family so well. Chin Wee is a pharmacist in a particular guardian in Sinagpore. A hardworking and devoted young man. Never fail to see him working all time round. Regardless it is doing cashier, taking and ordering of stocks or anything, he will do it. Knowing his love life, I felt touch after knowing his story. I believe he will make a good husband and a great daddy. Jocelyne, a hair care advisor. She is a French lady who is reaching her sixties soon. She never fail to make my day. Humourous would be the word I use to describe her. But, from her appreance you could not tell she is actually suffering from depression and has to take her medicine daily. I love listening to her stories, which never fails to impress me. Her is full of up and down, interesting.


I really miss all of you...

I cherish my memories regardless it is sweet or painful, it all belongs to me...